♫ Maybe I'm the one who is the schizophrenic psycho.

I am so in love with The Kill Point right now! Oh my gawd I love that show! In fact, I'm kinda watching the encore right now. It is good. It does not hurt that it has John Leguizamo in it. I have always loved him. (Ever since I had a crush on Luigi from the Super Mario Brothers movie.) The only thing missing is Rainbow. LOL!

I keep excepting/wanting Rainbow to get in there and take ahold of the situation. They'd have the perps down in seconds. Then again, I kinda like the bad guys. (Go figure.) But really... they're not all that bad. I mean, it's all bad circumstances on their part. Not the robbing the bank part, but everything that led them up to that point where they made the decision to rob the bank. Of course, the Rainbow guys wouldn't understand that. They're soldiers; they'd be upset that other soldiers are giving them a bad name. Nevermind the fact that it's all bad luck.

By "leading up to the decision" I mostly refer to Leguizamo's character, Mr. Wolf for lack of a better memory on my part. He's a Sergeant in the army, or rather was. Dishonorably discharged and sent to prison for disobeying orders. Probably some shitty-ass orders, but like the higher-ups give a damn about that. Poor guy. Sixteen people got killed when they replaced him with another Sarge--one that followed the orders and went in. Someone really screwed up there, and I seriously doubt it was the guy they blamed.

But, hell, it's the way it goes. On the one hand I think Rainbow would understand about bad orders. Especially Chavez, who was actually purposefully cut off from evac on one lovely covert op. On the other, they'd be pissed that soldiers cracked and decided to break the laws of their country.

Either way it sucks. And I feel more attuned to the bad guys in this new show than the good. Although I do have to commend the Captian of the police unit, or whatever. The tactical Captian guy. He won my admiration as well. So I like a lot of the "good" players... and hate some of the "bad." Now let me define those two terms.

By "good" I mean the Captian and his crew and Mr. Wolf and the other military guys. By "bad" I mean the Feds, the higher police guy(s), and that damned government or whatever guy who thinks he's the shit and all-important. Fuck him and his daughter. Ok, she didn't really do anything like her dad... but still, she's annoying. And dumb.

I know my opinions and stuff are skewed a bit on who's good and bad, but sue me. I can't help but like who I like. I can't help that the characters (and the actors portaying them) are awesome and compelling. I can't help who I sympathize with--I just do. So that's that.

But man, I didn't think it would be TWO hours long; I was expecting one. But, I got Mom hooked, too. lol. We watched it together. Gawd, I love it. And I can't wait for next week and the next show. I have found a new passion. Not only that though, but I was wondering how they'd manage to make a series out of only one "hiest." Well, they've managed it. It's still the same robbery-gone-bad-and-turned-hostage-situation. It's "to be continued." It'll be the same guys the next week. Wow.

I can't wait.

I saw AWE the day--no, make that the day before--it came out. Yes, the day before. Technically it was supposed to come out Thursday, yes? Well, the theater here had the normal midnight showing which is technically early that morning (12:01 is what it's listed as in fact), but they also played it at 8:00 and 10:00 that Wednsday. Weird? Yes. Did I mind? No.

IT'S THREE FREAKIN' HOURS LONG!

I mean, I had read once that it was that long. But when you read it and when you actually sit through it... that's two different things man. Not that I ever got bored or wanted to leave, but just that at the end I "woke up" and it was three hours later. I was like "whoa, it's late." lol. Silly me.

But the movie was great! I loved the ending. And, no, I won't spoil it. But, yes, it was a surprise and not necessarily a good one. Haha. But it was cool, and good, and I liked it loads. Plus, it still had it's funny parts. That's the best of it. Hehe.

Well, that's really about all I can say without giving something away... Maybe I'll rant again in another entry about it under a lj-cut. Doubtful, since my brain is so tiny wonders to new topics so frequently and whatnot and whathaveyou. But, you never know. Haha. Yea, right.

Anyway. Well. It's late. Man is it late. But I'm so not tired, damn it. I'm screwed for tomorrow. I'll sleep too late. Ack. Oh well.

I'm bored.

Have I mentioned Good Omens is a really good and hilarious book?

Definitely so.

GOOD NIGHT!

I don't know why I decided to watch Heroes off and on today. Having only seen one out of five, I'm really confused with the plot. Like, I get certain things and stuf... but not the entire story. lol. It's horrible. But I keep watching it.

SciFi channel ran the entire season today. It's nearing the end. I've been watching it off and on the entire day. So, yea.... that's why I'm half confused. lol.

Anyway, me being an idiot aside..... well, that's all.

If I get one more headache within the week...!! I'm going to... to... something! I don't know! Something! ARG! It's so annoying. And painful. Can't forget painful. Arg. Annoying... and I hate that medicine just does not work for me. Bah. Anyway, yea, random post.

I've nothing good to say. I'm so bored though. Maybe I'll un-hiatus paradisa now. Arg.

Forget the main characters of CSI: New York - Dead of Winter by Stuart M. Kaminsky. I fell in love with one of the criminals. I was glad he got his guy in the end and that he didn't die. I actually wish he could've gotten away. With murder, of a cop even. Not to say I'd normally be ok with that, but I liked this guy.

He was old (seventies), big, and kinda 'dumb,' but he was a good guy. Something about him elicited a deep sympathy for him. I was more interested in him and his parts of the story than I was the CSI character's and solving the crime. Strange, but true. And he wasn't really all that dumb, more like an animals cunning. He was good at what he did, but a bit slow in thinking. But he could still think, despite what others said and he even thought. (Kinda like Caramon from Dragonlance.)

I dunno. I liked him. He was cool. It made me happy he killed the traitor guy in the end. ^^

But on another note, if I were Danny or Lindsey I wouldn't have been able to stay in that apartment. ( Odd sort of pseudo phobia ) I would have had to have my partner go in without me, call for back-up, something other than going in there myself. I would have freaked out and been useless, screaming and running out the door in a flash. Oh, oddly enough though, actually I wouldn't have had the sudden surprise of finding the buggers; I can hear roaches crawling usually, so I would have heard them long before the two saw them.

On another note... the rerun played on the Spike channel was pretty interesting. I liked it.

Mac+stabbing a pig=experimental love

Really, the guy keeps earning more and more points in my book. I really like him! (About the only thing I like that actor in, sadly.)

( Meme )

Wow! Suddenly I like Mac a whole lot. lol. I was amused with his interest in the science behind the magic tricks. Mostly because he was preforming them! Haha! That was fun. I thought it was cool when he made that rose out of nowhere--if simply for the fact that he was confusing his team-mates and that he was only trying it out for fun (in the name of science!) and was totally offhandeded about the entire thing. Plus the whole "a magician never reveals his secrets" line was totally corny to the point of amusement. Then he set himself on fire!! How cool is that!? Dude, he just got, like, 50 brownie points in my book. lol. The guy is cool.

So, anyway, this CSI: NY episode was definitely good, in my opinion. I liked it. But oh boy do I foresee a lot of Danny/Lindsay fans ranting their "pretty" little heads off at the ending! Shee... That was a nice scene though. Cute. He went with his gut instinct. Hehe. ^^

(P.S.- One of you is an avid Chris Angel fan, no? Sorry I can't remember which (it's a tie between two friends, but I can't pin the memory down exactly, sorry!) but at least I remembered reading that much. Heh. I meant to make the announcement the other day that he was in this one, but I forgot. Sorry. Anyway, it was cool. He's a bit eccentric, but he was perfect for this part at least.)

But, oh my gosh!! I'm not sure whether I'd rather be dead or have that needle stabbed in my heart! X_x

I sooo came close to killing someone. Oh man, oh man. That actually had me going there. I mean, they went into the commercial with the doctor saying "alright" to the nurse who was telling her it'd been ten minutes and so it's useless. Aaah! Man, man. Talk about nail-biting and hand-wringing! And all that nerve-wracking stuff!

And that stupid bitch! So was annoying! Helping Clavo Cruz like that! What an idiot! Grrr!! Die!


Annnnnnnnd back during another commercial. Sorry for the spoilers, but, yea, sue me.

I'm still gonna kill someone. Not the same Delko? A different Eric? No. Fucking. Way. I can't handle it. H-he asked for Marisol! He still thinks Mari is alive! I'm gonna cry! Memory loss. It's not fair. *Cries* No, seriously. I cried. ;_;


Yay for commercials? -_-' Bah.

Dude, I love how it's always Caine that hangs up the phone not. It's just... hilarious.


Mom distracted me that last time and I couldn't remember what else I was going to say. But it's over now, so I've got all the time...!

That was kinda... anti-clamatic. I mean, the way they "apprehended" Clavo? But, I'm glad he's gone now. For good. Hah! And stay there! o.o'

Ne~~, anyway... Poor Delko. *Sniff* It's so sad. So far he hardly seems different, but with a bullet in his head and still so out-of-it and lying in a hospital bed... who can tell? But, still. Not remembering his sister. *Le sadness* And poor Caine, having to try and explain that one. Ouch. Not that he really had to... in the end, anyway. Heh.

Man, they seriously like to mess you up when you find a good thing, don't they? *Sigh* I miss Speed...

MUTHER FUCKER!!! It's not fair. It never fails. Why do they always have to kill off everyone that I like? Or just everyone, period? I mean, come on! Can't I enjoy a set of characters that kick ass and NOT have them DIE ALL THE F-ING TIME!!!

The hell are the producers/makers thinking, trying to kill off all the Delkos? Come on!! Cut 'em a break! Not to mention poor Horatio.... how can he not breakdown after this? First Speed, then Marisol, now Mari's brother, Eric? COME ON!! FUCKERS!

They even tried to scare you by almost killing Alexx! What was up with that? Damn, was it a good episode though. But still! Too damn much excitement! I nearly burst into a rage when I thought Alexx was in trouble. Now a cliffhanger with a very dead-looking Eric? No. Fuck, no. I'm pissed.

I give up. Seriously. Why bother anymore? I'm so fucking pissed... it's not funny! ARG!!!

(Now I have to catch the next episode! If Eric is really, truly dead though...!!! >X[ They be murda ta pay, bi'chas! */horrible gansta immitation*)

Oh, yea! Lizzie's recent post on her lj reminded me of the thing I forgot about! It was a dream. ^^

This one is short and totally pointless. I had it the day before (Friday) and so we'll see if I can remember it properly. At least it was short... and it's my favorite fandom. Well, one of many current obsessions? >XD

( Gun Mastery )